When I don't know what to say, I don't talk. I recently came across something that resonated: neurodivergence and the ability to be "perceived." A light clicked inside of me that probably was always there, but I just needed to flip the switch myself. Maybe this is why I don't "feel things" usually or never had crushes on celebrities, schoolmates, or really anyone growing up.
I don't like to be perceived. I greatly enjoy listening to people's stories and hearing about their lives; I am a master of deflection. I am a warrior with a sense of humor to make you laugh and feel better. I don't know what I need to function. If I did, I probably already provided it for myself. I don't "reach out"; I do the reaching.
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